There I was, laid out on the ta- ble. Scream- in' sweat, and bare feet to the floor In my life, In my life, I'd not sof- ten. I'd not sof- ten. Things that cut, and Things that cut, and burn so of- ten. burn so of- ten. But I sit But I sit think of some- thing. think of some- thing. Scared to face, the Scared to face, the dy- ing noth- ing. dy- ing noth- ing. See the cy- See the cy- cle I've wait- ed for. cle I've wait- ed for. It ain't like It ain't like that an- y- more. that an- y- more. Where I go is when I feel I'm a- ble. How I fight is why I'm feel- ing sore. In my mind, In my mind, not for- got- ten. not for- got- ten. Feel as though a Feel as though a tooth were rot- ten. Be- tooth were rot- ten. Be- hind the smile, a hind the smile, a tongue that's slip- ing. tongue that's slip- ping. Buz- zards cry, when Buz- zards cry, when flesh is rip- ing. flesh is rip- ing. See the cy- See the cy- cle I've wait- ed for. cle I've wait- ed for. It ain't like It ain't like that an- y- more. that an- y- more. Here I sit, writ- ing on the pa- per. Try'ng to make the words you can't ig- nore. In my eyes, In my eyes, What I'm lack- ing. What I'm lack- ing. Score at face, a Score at face, a ten for slack- ing Sign ten for slack- ing. Sign the deal, the deal, set in mo- tion. set in mo- tion. Smal- ler fish so Smal- ler fish so huge the o- cean. huge the o- cean. See the cy- See the cy- cle I've wait- ed for. cle I've wait- ed for. It ain't like It ain't like that an- y- more. that an- y- more. See the cy- See the cy- cle I've wait- ed for. cle I've wait- ed for. It ain't like It ain't like that an- y- more. that an- y- more.