I dont know how else to put this Its taken me so long to do this Fall ing asl eep and I cant see straight My musc les feel like a mel ee Bod ies curled in a u shape put on my best but I'm still afr aid Prop ped up by lies and pro mis es Sav ing my place as life for gets Ma ybe its time I saw the world Im on ly here for a whi le But patti ence is not my sty le ca use I'm so tired that I got ta go Where am I supp osed to hide now What am I supp osed to do Did you rea lly think I woul dnt see this through Tell me I uld stick arou nd for you Tell me I could have it all Im still to tired to care that I tta go I get to go home in one week But Im leav in home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry Im foll owi ng suit in dire cti ons I awl up ins ide for prot ect ion Im told what to do and I dont know why Im ov er ex ist ing in lim bo Im ove r the myths and plac eb os I dont rea ly mind if I just Fade away Im rea dy to live with' my fam ily Im rea dy to die in obscurity ca use I'm so tired that I got ta go oooh Where am I supp osed to hide now What am I supp osed to do Did you rea lly think I woul dnt see this through Tell me Im a part of his to ry Tell me I could have it all Im still to tired to care that I tta go